This is an autobiography, it’s an account of my personal growth and my relationship with my wife Eva, since 1979. It is based upon the extensive journals that I have kept over the entire period, totalling about 2 million words. It provides significant detail of the processes I used and the transformations I underwent, it is thus a useful background to the origin of this website and its content. There is also a great deal in it about my relationship with Intensives and the Divine.
It is a long book, over 110,000 words in 26 chapters. Probably the best way to read it is to download the word file (below) and then transfer this file to a Kindle, a Kindle reader or other e-book reader. Instructions on how to effect the transfer to Kindle or its readers are here.
You can also read the book here. If you click on Who I am on the menu at the top of this page you will see the Chapters listed one by one in a drop down menu. This enables you to read a chapter at a time. It also enables other parts of the website to reference the relevant chapter of the book. Unfortunately there are so many chapters that you cannot access the later chapters this way. Instead you can use the list of chapters below; click on the Chapter heading and it will take you to that chapter. The version here has also had the figures deleted (for convenience). Here is a list of the chapters.
Chapter 1 An Introduction
Chapter 2 Discovering Jake
Chapter 3 Eva enters my Life
Chapter 4 Growth Techniques
Chapter 5 Discovering Who I am
Chapter 6 Me and my shadow
Chapter 7 The six week
Chapter 8 Afterglow
Chapter 9 Mastership
Chapter 10 Meanwhile
Chapter 11 A trip to Australia
Chapter 12 Success
Chapter 13 Disillusion and Mastery
Chapter 14. Guru in the Attic
Chapter 15 Managing a £1m Business
Chapter 16 End of an Era
Chapter 17 Choices
Chapter 18 System Failure
Chapter 19 Ecstasy
Chapter 20 Confessions of a Would be Spiritual Teacher
Chapter 21 Reconciliation
Chapter 22 The Bodhisattva Vow
Chapter 23 Different Paths
Chapter 24 Retirement
Chapter 25 Becoming Frail
Chapter 26 Being in Love
A Master's Path 
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